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Post by COL33 on Sept 16, 2013 10:18:32 GMT -5
What are you anxious/ having anxiety about ?
- that my flooors will never get finished..
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Post by shanbanan on Oct 4, 2013 13:19:07 GMT -5
My partner's and my car being towed to a machanic this morning without us knowing. I haave no idea whats going on, if its there for an estimate or being fixed im hoping just an estimate seeing as i just quit my job and wasnt going to fix the car until i had a new one!! If its getting fixed i hope its not going to cost alot cause i need to save for next months bills!  |
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Post by COL33 on Oct 4, 2013 15:13:33 GMT -5
we'll figure it out shanbanan , we always have,as we will for next month <3 we've already emails the lady about getting a new job now we just have to wait to hear back from her about the meeting <3 no worries. but yes that does make me nervious the fact that they just went and got out car without us knowing... we were only thinking about getting the car fixed this weekend we never said anything about actually doing it, it was only if we had enough... and that was said BEFORE you quit/lost your job ( for those of you who dont know, or if Shan had told you.. They were gunna fire her because she asked for friday off- in advance for appointment reasons.. they told her she either came in on friday morning for 8AM and work til 3 - which is nearly impossibly because she doesnt get home til 3:00am and we dont got to bed til four or five and we'd have to get up at six am so we could sit together and drink our coffee before she BIKED to work, but even that aside at 3PM was the time of her appoitment and would miss anyways because its out of town thirty minutes a day -__- ORR she comes in saturday to make up the time she lost friday, but this saturday we were going to attend an NA Meeting because its a birthdays and a friend met there and want to show our support for being clean.. Personally i dont think anyone should have to jeopardize there well being, mental state of mind or recovery for some line or work.. not even a career, just a random job.. -_- ugh people irrated me ! |
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Post by lockie on Oct 6, 2013 14:11:19 GMT -5
Im not sure. I never know what im anxious about, I just always am. I wish I could find out what triggers it.
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Post by COL33 on Oct 8, 2013 12:05:55 GMT -5
^ i know what you mean, i often feel the same way. so right now im STRESSING AND ANXIOUS about the ED forum feather and i created.. it got closed and im just FREAKING !! |
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Post by lockie on Oct 8, 2013 12:30:26 GMT -5
^^WHY??!! What happened??!!
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Post by COL33 on Oct 8, 2013 12:38:52 GMT -5
someone(s) reported our forunm  BUUUUUUT feather says :: 1:34pm okay, can you do something for me and tell them it'll be up again at the same adress soon? Wathever we do we'lll make it work with that same url so people can find it back -- so it will be back ! i dont know what itll look like when its back but i have everything (ie html codes and features) saved !!! so thats goood  - just not sure what the posts and threads are gunna look like :/... |
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Post by roflysst on Oct 8, 2013 17:30:00 GMT -5
That I may have a dissociative disorder as my support worker suggested is possible... Yet it's going to be months before I can see a psychiatrist for diagnoses and meds
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Post by roflysst on Oct 8, 2013 17:30:50 GMT -5
@ COL33 WTF why is someone reporting the forums??? Ducky's is down too
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Post by lockie on Oct 8, 2013 17:37:16 GMT -5
@ COL33 WTF why is someone reporting the forums??? Ducky's is down too Yeah this pisses me off!!! |
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Post by COL33 on Oct 8, 2013 17:40:56 GMT -5
lockie and roflysst WTF ?! ARE YOU SERIOUS ?!?!? WHO THE FUCK WOULD DO THIS !! UGGGH
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Post by feather on Oct 8, 2013 17:47:08 GMT -5
WTF is all that about??
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Post by COL33 on Oct 8, 2013 17:50:12 GMT -5
i know right ?!?
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Post by feather on Oct 8, 2013 17:58:05 GMT -5
Yeah....Anyways, I changed the adress where the domain name was pointing. Good thing I had bought the domain...in a few hours members will be redirected on a page explaining the whole thing.
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Post by lockie on Oct 8, 2013 18:08:03 GMT -5
I feel like its "payback" for what happened to pao...honestly. ..
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Post by COL33 on Oct 8, 2013 19:13:42 GMT -5
honestly i dont doubt that... i hope who ever it was gets the karma they deserve ! -_-
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Post by roflysst on Oct 8, 2013 19:43:14 GMT -5
Ugh ffs... Stupid c***s
Hope you guys get your site up & running again soon xxx <3
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Post by roflysst on Oct 8, 2013 19:59:26 GMT -5
Change of subject....
Now I'm pissed off and anxious because my ex knows I cut and he was all fucking smug about it
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Post by lyrikrayne on Oct 8, 2013 21:14:42 GMT -5
I will not be able to plan this wedding and nobody will even show up I know. I'm shaking from the stress.
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Post by COL33 on Oct 8, 2013 22:46:43 GMT -5
roflysst , i totally agree with you there Stupid kfjghskjhg******** -_- but yess hopefully soon ! <3 Im sorry to hear about your boyfriend, that really sucks  BUT ARE YOU OKAY ?!*huuugs* Please be safe love, and dont ever hestitate to PM, Text Whatever <3 im usually not to far around ! lyrikrayne, im sure everything will turn out hun, deep breathe and calming thoughts. Its just all the stress of planning, come the big day itll all be fine <3xxx
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Post by lyrikrayne on Oct 8, 2013 22:58:26 GMT -5
@col33 I know the planning part is so stressful and I'm doing it by myself. I know it'll be fine but anxiety is just attacking me.
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Post by COL33 on Oct 8, 2013 23:12:02 GMT -5
lyrikrayne, jeez hunny, thatts alot to do on your own. remember not to be to hard on yourself <3 and im here if you ever wanna rant/rave or vent or of course just talk xxx
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Post by lyrikrayne on Oct 8, 2013 23:16:46 GMT -5
@col33 awww thanks! I'm so happy I found this place. I've been on others but they keep getting hacked or whatever. I feel at home here so hopefully it stays up!!!
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Post by COL33 on Oct 8, 2013 23:32:56 GMT -5
lyrikrayne , your so welcome darlin' ^^ im so happy to hear all this !! yayy, oh i know, its terrible yes i hope this one will stay up too !! id be so upset if they closed this one too, but according to Section 25(a) of ProBoards "25. TERMINATION (a) By ProBoards WITHOUT LIMITING ANY OTHER PROVISION OF THIS AGREEMENT, PROBOARDS RESERVES THE RIGHT TO, IN PROBOARDS' SOLE DISCRETION AND WITHOUT NOTICE OR LIABILITY, DENY USE OF THE WEBSITE AND/OR SERVICES TO ANY PERSON FOR ANY REASON OR FOR NO REASON AT ALL, INCLUDING WITHOUT LIMITATION FOR ANY BREACH OR SUSPECTED BREACH OF ANY REPRESENTATION, WARRANTY OR COVENANT CONTAINED IN THIS AGREEMENT, OR OF ANY APPLICABLE LAW OR REGULATION. " -_-.... and when we tried to contact them feather sent me the email and it was like talking to a f*cking wall.. ughhh but she said it should be up and back in a few hours or something ? so we'll see. im sure lots of dmanage control is to be done tomorrow and do our best to resort it back to /similar to what DS looked like before <3 and with a differest Host/Server ! so hopefully this wont happen again <3
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Post by shanbanan on Oct 9, 2013 10:14:21 GMT -5
My Uncle. He's been really struggeling lately to fight of gangrene in his leg, and lose weight, get his diabetis undercontrol and stay healthy enough to keep his lukemia away. He's had his leg amputated 3 times now the last time they went just under the knee. He was suppose to be released from the hospital today but somethings gone wrong and they won't be releasing me. The thing that has me very anxious is that I don't know what's going on so I'm sitting here being completly paniced that his gangrene has made it into his blood streem (he has gas gangrene which can kill within 48hrs if not taken out in time) well they keep removing it but it keeps coming back.. He's running out of leg to amputate and if it travels at high rate it will hit his organs in no time, and that the doctors can't fix I really wish someone would tell me. Things went from looking really awesome and him getting to come home and be with us for thanksgiving to so bad that I'm getting kept in the dark!! ugh!! |
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Post by roflysst on Oct 9, 2013 16:38:29 GMT -5
Boyfriend / ex boyfriend whatever, staying at his mates in london n just messaged me saying guess what they just walked in and found him wearing...
Im completly freaking the hell out because he hasn't emailed back yet and I think he's wearing my doctor who onesie. WTF WTF WTF My birthday present and I CAN'T let myelf wear it till my birthday on friday & it's not right CANT CANT CANT. Already slapped myself several times trying to calm down
**Panic over he was wearing my dressing gown lol**
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Post by lockie on Oct 10, 2013 8:30:06 GMT -5
Boyfriend / ex boyfriend whatever, staying at his mates in london n just messaged me saying guess what they just walked in and found him wearing... Im completly freaking the hell out because he hasn't emailed back yet and I think he's wearing my doctor who onesie. WTF WTF WTF My birthday present and I CAN'T let myelf wear it till my birthday on friday & it's not right CANT CANT CANT. Already slapped myself several times trying to calm down **Panic over he was wearing my dressing gown lol** I know this wasn't supposed to be funny, but I laughed a little... hehe!! |
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Post by lockie on Oct 10, 2013 8:30:54 GMT -5
My winter coar is extremely tight. Proof I've gained a shit ton . |
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Post by roflysst on Oct 10, 2013 9:25:19 GMT -5
lockie its okay, I re-read it when I calmed down and it made me laugh 
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Post by COL33 on Oct 19, 2013 14:58:15 GMT -5
lockie, awh hun <3 im sure its the coat thats shrunk not you who grew. <3 -as for me, this cold front coming in .. i hate being cold 0.X ...
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- just not sure what the posts and threads are gunna look like :/... 
BUT ARE YOU OKAY ?!*huuugs*
Thankyoou .xxxxx
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Thankyoou .xxxxx
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